-*S.B-Z.A))`;

so long never come to blog ... n there ... conflict start again ... aiyah ... wad to do ... we are FOREVER the DEVILS ... we are FOREVER most WICKED de la ... people always buay song us de ... but now ... i am more disappointed than angry ... nt of the girl ... but of the guy ...

heard wad lornie say le ... obviously siding her !! IS SO OBVIOUS hao bu hao !!! blind also can see ok ... wad u did ... let me analyse for u ... YES !! u are being FAIR !!! FAIR only FOR HER !! NOT US !!! coz u are NOT analysing the thing ... u are listening to one sided story !! just one word to describe ... BIASED !!!!

SHE WAS BADLY AFFECTED !!! ooo ... but do u noe tt wad she say also BADLY AFFECTED NAT !!! nat not onli BADLY AFFECTED ... but also BADLY HURT !!!! wad did nat did to offend her ??? pls ... place urself in nat's shoe ... wad would u feel ?? for now ... i can be sure of one thing ... YOU WILL NEVER BE FAIR coz in ur heart ... there's NO MORE SBZA ...

SBZA has already perished in ur heart ... SBZA is no longer important to u ... i realli miz the past u where u will care fer sbza ... but as soon as this new grp appear ... sbza slow perished bit by bit everyday in ur heart ... "i see that sbza morale is dropping and i am worried ..." who is the one posted this once in our blog ?? who is the one who once cares whether our morale is dropping a not ?? think for urself ... NOW... do u ever still care whether sbza morale is dropping ?? i think u wun care ... you will think "why would i care ?? is none of my business"

a msg dedicated to tt ger:
harlow ... pls ... nat did not offend u in the first place ... why would u care so much if she gt into the next round ... she's out ? so wad ?? at least she is in top 120 out of the 4000 people who participated ... at least she gt into the first round ... at least she gt the courage to participate ... at least she tried her best ... wad abt u ?? you will onli use people as a bet ... n bet she will nt get in ... saying she is ug ... wad abt u ?? FAIRY ?? look at the mirror first before commenting on other people's looks ...

answering to those tags:
to the one who say us also hide behind the com n criticise people... yea ... DUN YOU DARE to DARE us ... we will DEFINITELY criticise tt person when we sees her ... n wad we also hide behind the com n criticise people .. MIND YOU !! at least we dare to put our name in the tag n wad abt u ?? oh wad a nice name u have ... "haiz" put ur name if u DARE ... if nt ... just shut up in our blog ...

to the one who we have zek ak life ... so wad ?? we are zek ak ... so wad ?? but at least we noe our limit ... but there is one person more zek ak den us ... coz tt person not onli BADLY AFFECTED nat ... but HURT her BADLY !!! she not zek ak so simple ... she is zek ak without caring abt others feeling ...

after all ... these tags are from the same person la ... by the name "haiz"

*sHirU*
[[ uTtErLy disApPoiNted ]]

10:08 PM

i was right abt our entries. having boring entries. ppl tag n sae how come so boring all these. den now our entries are so interesting that ppl tag and sae us. we blog wat ppl oso not happy. WAT U GUYS WAN!!

dis morn x.evon called me n told me abt e guy who called lornie to sae tt she was badly affected. den we sae her n she is badly affected. U ONI CARE ABT HER FEELINGS. U DIN EVEN CARE ABT NAT'S FEELINGS.

nat is right in her post. i support her entry. wat she wrote abt u. i totally agree. when there was no flfc yet. things were soooooooooooooooooooo much different. if im not wrong e 1st tym we saw dem was Superstar Grand Finals ba. tt tym SBZA alr 2MTHS liao lor.

here's smth he blogged in our blog on Aug15. 3.20pm.

den now become wat??
"how u noe she's toking abt nat lei. maybe is sumone else."
"do u noe she is badly affected by it?"

u cared abt our feelings last tym. but now u oni care abt ur beloved fc. of coz we noe u will sure support her. coz she is ur fanclub president ma. last tym we oso got blog sae losing sbza as fans is nth. coz oni 13 of us ma. losing fc equals to losing alot of fans.

i feel lyk giving up la. i shall go back to my old idol chasing life. energy yuanchang xiaozhu jones sly blahblah. it wld be better i guess. actuallie i hav given up for few weeks le ba. i rmb few weeks ago. i went out with x.evon den she kept toking abt him. den i was lyk. wah lao. dun everytime tok abt him can.

aiyah. no mater wat we are always e devils la. wat thing we oso wrong de.

o1_liNx-
misses mk

6:43 PM

Haix. 5 words ar.. clpdl!!

CLPDL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CLPDL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SBZA = FDFC

Forever Devil Fan Club

We are used to it... fingers are always pointed at us. =(

Our tagboard is getting rather crowded these days. All thanks to our entries on rebutting back the FLFC president.

Then people started criticising me and SBZA in the tagboard. Saying that we are devils and wicked to badmouth about the FLFC president.

Its ok. we accept criticisms. cOZ we are used to it anyway.

However PLEASE GET THIS CLEAR!

WHO INSULTED AND LAUGHED AT WHO FIRST!

ok, there it goes.. people will start saying... "how u noe she talking about you leh... maybe talkin about other people?"

Fine lor. she mocked at me, or other people, but she's not the devil lor. She's the angel la.

ME? the one who MAYBE got fuckingly INSULTED by her is crowned as the infamous DEVIL.

I defended for myself, or other people who got mocked by her. In the end I became the BAD guy. or rather girl. -.-

Then there's this guy who called lornie and asked us to stop reading her blog. He claimed that she's badly affected.

Hello. please get the situation clear. I know you dote on her alot. But please get the principles right. She's the one who read our blog, and started BETTING, LAUGHING, INSULTING me in her blog.

STOP IT. I noe u guys are gonna say. how u noe she talkin abt u?

DUH. SHE HATES US. WHO ELSE?!?!! oh. dun tell me its gonna be an uncanny coincidence that someone she hate so much got into 2nd round too.

Seriously, I've never badmouth about her at all. I SWEAR. u can ask the rest of SBZA. Coz i dun even noe how she look like at first. -.-

If she's badly affected by what we blog. THen what am i? depression till i die?

I'm disappointed in u. yes YOU. dun look at others. YOU! last time when tonnes of ppl were criticisng n spreading rumours abt u in the forum. i consoled u online.. helped u achieve justice in the forum. n now... u?

alot more but i dun wanna mention here..

haiya wadeva la. now people complain u are very ke lian. coz u have us (THE DEVILS) AS ur fans.

KNN. those f*Ckers out there. go pity leon or the fc president as u wish. hate me as u wish. i noe u guys enjoy insulting me. enjoy seeing me BADLY AFFECTED and get depressed soon. I'm just a girl who loves singing and performing. who wants to perform on stage and entertain all my friends and supporters. who just wants to gain experience from joining competition. who wants to make friends during the competition. so now people say I'm wicked, ambitious, ugly, bad attitude, n so on.. people curse me that music industry wun wan me.

u guys ask yourself. What is the real definition of WICKED and DEVIL.

anyway. i'm only bad attitude to those who insult me or my friends first. its up to u to believe anot. u guys dun even noe me in person well. how do u noe my bad points and good points?

i'm tired...

i can't imagine how will i suffer if i get into top 24.

=(

nat

4:07 PM

ni re huo le wo men

go n side her all u wan lor. ppl start trouble 1st, den sae is our fault? sae she affected? as if nat is nt affected lor. wth. wan me to join this fc wif this bloodly hell president? door oso dun hav lor. havin president wif tis kind of attitude, doesn't attract me to join at all. ask us dun read her blog? CAN! ask her dun read ours oso lor. must be fair ( this is wat u taught us) . haiz dun wan to write le.

xiaoevon.
ANGRY

12:07 PM

weEt!! i guess i dun need to say more abt that someone liao.. i guess mel, lornie and nat de entry say until very good le~~

jus wanna say.. no matter wad.. at least our dear nat got the courage to join.. got the potential to get through the 1st round.. not like that someone.. who only dare to hide behind a comp screen and criticize other pple..

master.. TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT UR DEAR PRESIDENT LA! knock some sense into her head can?!?

lOvE,
-Li Ling-

11:41 PM

Wah. thx lornie n mel for helping me to rebutt back. appreciate tt alot. =)

ok anyway.. i'll touch on tt later..

For the past few days, I felt as if I'm on a rollercoaster ride la. Up n down, up n down. ok. actually its all DOWN for the past few days la...

Yest I received some news from HIM abt the audition. i almost died. my frenz almost died too. died of GEK NESS. HAHA. i could have been.... i shan't elaborate more coz i'm not supposed to. HAHAx. Everything cocked up la. SWAY ARH. SI BEI SWAY ARH!!!!!!!

lornie. politics. hahahaa. i noe y ur sis can't stand it. tsk tsktsk.... corrupted company. HAHAHA.

pls do not ask me what am i trying to say. coz i will never tell u all. coz i'm not supposed to. sorry...

anyway... i should be proud of myself. coz i noe at least I'm in the top 120 girls, out of 4000 over. I shld be 36th de. all becoz of.... argh! %&!&$)(&$!)&)$&)$ GEK ARHHHHH!!!!!!

i'm too ambitious too. shldn't haf sang tt elva slow song. if i noe i sing guan huai fang shi can le lor. even lao shu ai da mi oso can. i gurantee u i'll get in. HAHA.

stupid rules. =x

okok. now i'm gonna direct my attention to this SDSBZA girl. SUPER DUPER SI BEI ZEK AK.

"LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLx. Yoz KaiLing. Remember the thing we bet on?? *Think hard* Ahem. Well Well, Like I've said, someone wont get through the second round. So Ug.. i mean, nothing. And such attitude?? Maybe ALL the people in the world die then that someone might get a chance to get in. So now what? Actually is it even a bet? Cos both of us bet on the same thing - that person wanna get in, men dou mei you. LOLx. Ok, why not we go have a feast to celebrate our wonderful prediction? Seadfood Platter at Fish and Co? I miss it man."

The above source is extracted from http://v6kenarashi.blogspot.com/. Don't say I didn't put copyright. ok. copyright of SIEW LING, the president of Forever Leon Fanclub.

Machiam doing social studies. have to infer... ok anyway. This SDSBZA girl here was placing a bet on that SOMEONE that she/he wun get through 2nd round. I duno whether she is trying to mock at me. Even if its NOT me, I find that she's really evil.

Firstly she said that person is Ug.. its so obvious that the word is UGLY. Please look at yourself before commenting on others. If u guys duno how she look like. Here's a grand preview of her face! =)

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

I ain't gonna comment on her face. Or else she will start crying in front of her beloved idol, L, again. =x

Next, I feel that her attitude is more atrocious. Fancy cursing the whole world to die than to let that SOMEONE get thru 2nd round. I'm totally disgusted. eeks.

"That person wanna get in? Men dou mei you!" Girl.. cursing won't get u anyway. You yourself don't even have the courage to take part in the competition. Or maybe you dun have the potential and quality. Or sekali u took part, but got kicked out during first round. =x Anyway its not quite right to look down on people like that you know. I feel ashame that you are actually from the same JC as mine. AWWW.. Mrs Goh will be disappointed in you.

Thank god you've already graduated. I don't have to see you next year. phew~~

Anyway back to the topic. She's actually celebrating coz of her "wonderful" prediction that the SOMEONE didn't get thru 2nd round. Fornicating fornicater. Ur attitude definitely irks me. Eat seafood platter? Beware of pimples popping on ur faces! =)

Lao lao.. see how ur dearest president laugh at people when that person is out of 2nd audition. tsk tsk tsk...

Anyway, if that SOMEONE is me, I would like to say I'm proud of myself. For getting to the top 120 out of 4000 over contestants in Campus Superstar. That will not be the end of me. Its my first singing compy afterall. Being able to get the top 120 places is an achievement. =) I know what are my potential, and weaknesses. I'll work more on it and bounce back. Not like you.. doing nothing but betting on people's failure.

When FLFC member joined and got kick out during 1st audition, we didn't even laugh at her. I still remember saying JIA YOU to her on 19 nov. And you? being a leader of 0f FLFC, mock at people's failure. Even if that person is not me, you're mean enough to do that. At least people dare to dream, and work hard.

Even Leon did that too. He joined various competitions too.

Girl, wake up n stop mocking at people. By doing so, you're humiliating yourself. Please do TPJC proud and stop it. thx.

love,
nAt

10:15 PM

First of all…

*lOrnie slaps natz uncle wif a large trout*

Lyk tt de mistake oso can make?! You mei you gao cuo?! *faints!!!*

Well anyway, ds entire blog entry shall b dedicated to a particular SUM1, hu criticized another SUM1 in her blog.

Ha! I dunno y sum fucking asses r so fucking thick skin to fucking criticize ppl's talent in their fucking pathetic blog when they themselves do not possess fuckingly tt talent. Not even kloz! Ohz…so u think tt SUM1 is ugly, dun u? y dun u fuckingly hv the fucking courage to fuckingly type out the entire fucking word? It's U-G-L-Y…ugly! I got it ritex, didn't i? =) oopz…I think I noe y u cldnt fuckingly type out the entire fucking word…ur vocab is fucking limited! U dunno how to spell ritex? *giggles* ohz I'm sry, I didn't mean to announce tt…=X juz a slip of my tougue…oopz!

Anyway, back to the point…if SUM1 is ugly…I dunno wad describes u. =X hedious? Ghastly? Horrific? omg, nth seems to fucking describes u bez…mayb u’re juz a fucking piece of…erz, shitx? No way! I cant bring myself to fuckingly use tt word on u! coz it's such an fucking INSULT to the piece of shitx! God! I pity the shitx…=X wad the fuck manz…u're so not fucking worthy to fuckingly exist on ds planet tt I cant even fuckingly find a fucking suitable noun to fuckingly describe u coz none was created for u! pathetic!

lOlz! In one of ur fucking blog entry, u mentioned sth lyk…be it looks, intelligence, attitude, manners, which of these aspects we r fucking beta den u ritex? (Erz I nv quote u exactly lahz, base on my memory sld b sth lyk tt.) Let me tell u sth, we r fuckingly beta off u den u in EVERY aspect! I dun gif a fucking damn even if we're being condemned as think skin or wadeva…but let u announce to u sth tt we're so fucking proud of, tt is we r 100% beta den u in everything! Esp the 1st aspect tt u mentioned…LOOKS! C'mon u fucking faggot! Take a fucking gd look at ur fucking self into tt fucking mirror of urs! Which fucking part of the fucking u do u fuckingly think u wld fucking look beta den us?! Yeahz, I admit tt we're not the mooooooost beautiful gals in the entire planet, but one thing for sure…fucking sure…we definitely look fucking beta den u…=)

n…our attitude definitely rox big time…we luuuuuuuuuuv our attitude…coz we do not fuckingly own fucking fucked up attitude lyk urs!

at least SUM1 got the courage to sing infront of soooooo many ppl…do u?! huhZ?! Do u fuckingly hv it?! Fuck u, u slut…fuck off~ if u cant fuckingly achieve wad others can…den save ur fucking comments fucker. Ha! At least SUM1 manage to get thru the 1st round…not lyk sum pathetic fucking losers fr UR "fantastic, fantabulous, magnificent" fanclub…*PUI!* cant even fucking paz the 1st round audition…wuahahahahahahaZ! LOSERS!!!

Hmmz…I'll b waiting for the fucking day when u n ur fucking fanclub can finally be more achievable den us…but I doubt so…u noe y? coz MEN DOU MEI YOU! =)

n ohz, I 4got to mention sth…u're a fucking pathetic leader…-_-" mr. 'u-guys-sld-noe-hu'…I guez u were ritex, I rrly sld help them out…well, we'll c, when I'm free maybe…=)

last but not least…seafood platter?! May u itch n die of rash irritation…amen.

LoRnIe`J
XXOO

(PS: btw...SBZA noes soooooooooooo many secrets, n we're luffing behind the back of u guys ALL the time...ha! stupid! seeing u guys luffing at us juz makes us wanna luff out more! coz u dunno wad we actually noe...lOlz! well think i sldnt mention too much or i'll juz accidently spill the beans...lyk for example those msges...OOPZ! =P)

8:51 PM

haas..! im finalli back here to blog. cos sbza keep asking me to blog. so wadd shall i blog abt. okie. i'll start frm a very er xin person.

i carn stand tat person anymore. im disgusted by the way she talk. and anyhow touch ppl. i always wonder why is she so popular among them. everyone dotes her. they scared she will kill them arhhs. she like to critisize ppl. is she better. she love to comment on ppl. can she go urine on the floor and look at herself first.. i hate her..

and i just went to SOMEONE's blog. i duno who she is refering to. but cfm is SOMEONE who got thru the first audition and she dun like de. most probably is ...... huhs. hahas.
tis msg is dedicated to tat SOMEONE.. if you can sing better than the person you are refering to in your blog den you go join lor. i doubt you can get through the first audition. even if all the ppl in the world die, you oso wun get the chance lor. pls la. look at yourself before commenting on others la. your attitude good.. go think about it la.. im not trying to bully you or wadd okie. dun need go cry and tell him say we bully you okie. we DIN hors. think b4 wadd you wan to say la. dun invite trouble can. eat finish nth to do arhh. go bet on ppl will go in next audition anot. why not you bet with your frens if you wil die tml anot.. crazy..

hahas. a negative post sia. lol. all is zhen dui ppl. but wadd to do. sbza devils marhhs. so im not an angel. DUH! lame. hahas. ohh. i think we will kena complain by tat SOMEONE again. but.. who cares..~

MELissa -
the devil. LOL~

1:05 PM

i juz love it when SUGIE n WILLIAM sings english songs...

ohhhhhh so nice........

love.
o1_liNx-

12:48 AM

wee~! finally went to catch harry potter wif nat 2day. aaahhh...daniel radcliffe still sooooo cutex as ever...=) ron still as cartoon...hahaZ~ hermoine still as chio of coz...the 2 twins grow up le! so shuai!!! but anyway the story kinda sux lahz...=X y the fuck did they let cedric die?! n die until so "mei tou mei wei" lyk tt?! so sudden...lyk so not impt lyk tt...wahz liaoz...lousy director...-_-"

well anyway...2day is one lucky day for me...saw quite alotx of stars...

when i reach cine alone...i saw terrence...he SUPER DUPER SHUAI lahz!!! but knn...he wif frens lahz, den i dun dare to approach him...arghz! den i tried to follow him...but lost...=X den i faster chiong to new urban male find him...wuahahahaZ! tt's the 1st place i immediately thot of manz...=P zek ak...lOlz! but oso cannot find lahz...

den blahz blahz blahz...the day goes on...den at nitex meet xevon linx n cher wif nat. go PS rot...wasted $4...lOlz...den when we wanted to go hm...suddenly saw ds v chio hair...

tanyan!!! den she heard me shout her name too loud lahz...den she faster turn away...she was wif william n bryan...den me n nat saw out another ou xiang...XIA XUE!!! lOlz...so cool lahz...

okz my father kb ask me go slp liaoz...ciao!

i luv choong! =)

LoRnIe`J
XXOO

11:57 PM

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!~ WAT DE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ i cant go n eat swensen!!!!!!! WTH LA!!` AHHHH!!~ cant celebrate gerene bdae!!~ WTH!!~ i CANT DO ANYTIN!!~ AHHHHHHHH!!~ i can oni watch movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW CAN???? IDIOT LA!~ i plan soooooo long liao in de end!!!!!!~ ALL SPOILT!!~

xiaoevon___`07
depression.

11:44 PM

Campus Superstar Finale

ok.... why do i call it a finale. so easy to predict. coz my journey has ended la. -.-"

frenz/fans: " HUH?! ZHEN DE MA?! DUN BLUFF LA!!"

These was the reaction i received from most people today. Hahax...

HOw i wish I'm lying to u all lor....

ANYWAY! yes. I'm OUT of the competition. awww.... still can't accept the fact right. but yes.. its a fact.

I shall now elaborate more on the audition today...

Seriously, I was confident when i entered the audition room. I knew who were the judges. Fang zhong hua, Zheng zhan lun (HE IS MY UNCLE!!) N director of the show.

I started introducing myself in the most confident and comfortable way. Soon after I began dancing and belting out my song - Coco lee's yan se. Fang Zhong Hua (FZH) was indeed grooving along as I was singing. I could see smile from them.....

After my first song, FZH requested me to sing a slow song. I began singing Elva's zui shu xi de mo sheng ren without any hesitation. I could have stopped for a few sec... balance up my emotions before presenting that song. It didn't turn out as smooth as the way I sing tt song normally. After finishing the first paragraph of the chorus, my ZZL (MY UNCLE) pressed the bell.

They looked at me with smiles on their faces, then came the verdict - RED LIGHT! They did not even gimme any comments! My heart almost stopped for a sec. My mind was filled with there words - WHAT THE HELL! LOLx.. SO I requested for another song.... n soon i began with my version of You Make mE Wanna...

Again after first verse, the bell rang to stop me. FZH commented, "I like ur groove and ur rythme actually.."

Then ZZL cut in, "yea. but u have pitching problem.."

I immediately requested to sing another slow song. but they rejected. coz 3 songs already.. I was tinking at that time.. "SHIT MAN. if u guys tell me that there's problem with my pitching, i could haf sang a slow song instead of u make me wanna for 3rd song le la..."

Then ZZl added, "yea.. n i could sense that ur style of singing is elva's type.. so mayb u can try other styles too?"

I was tinking again, "dotx.. very elva meh. den wan me to sing cyndi type meh. LOL"

So too bad. its RED LIGHT.

=(

Sugi was shocked n surprised that I didn't get in. He WAs there when i sang. Hahax.. gotta thx his consolation.

Actually conclusion is I duno what they want oso. coz the girl in front of me sang yi shi de mei hao n got in. -.-" So perhaps i shall try singing cyndi's ai ni next time. =)

Anyway I tink problem lies with my 2nd song too. n they shld haf given me comments earlier. so i wldn't sing u make me wanna, n sing wo yi ran shi ni de qing ren. mite get in lor...

Very tough rite? Till now i'm still suffering from the aftermath of the failure. lolx.. its causing serious depression to me. NO LA. hahax.. dun worry la guys I'm ok le la. Juz felt disappointed..

So anyway.. gotta rrly thank all my frenz who were concerned about me today, all those who console me, all those who came down today, all those who have been giving me best wishes for the past few weeks, all those who went down to my first auditions... I love u guys alot.. =)

n SPECIAL thanks to SHERYL!! My jing ji ren! she bought me american ginseng tea today. It costs her 2 dollars. LOLX, girl u forgot to take off the price tag before giving me leh. HAHA. Very very sweet of her.. i'm very touched. =) see i feel like crying again.. hahahaha. nono later she call me n ask me dun cry again.. hahaha.

Also must thank Lornie, Cherissa, Shiru, Xiao Evon, Esther, Yiwen and Melissa for enduring my nagging about the auditions on the fone today. Hahax! xie xie ni men de gu li.. wo hen gan dong. siao. feel like crying again.. lolxx

To those who came down today: Sheryl, Da evon, Cheryl, Caifen, Eileen, Wenting, Melissa/Esther/Yiwen (who were on their way). Thanks for the moral support today. I'm sorry I let u all down today. But that's not what I want too. =(

Aiya.. nvm la.. join competition is liddat de. Its either success or failure ma. Anyway its my first competition oso. hahax. see ppl like sly, kelly, weijian, weichoong n many others also join various singing comp before wad... Tai shang 1 fen zhong, tai xia shi nian gong. I'm still young, still have MANY chances de.. hahax!

Anyway yogi told me to treat this as a blessing from god for me to study hard for my A levels, and most imptly my Topical test that is coming in Jan to determine whether i get PROMOTED STRAIGHT to JC2 anot. Hahax, so i better study hard. more impt!!!

msg to yutao: my twin brother.. we got in together, n got eliminated together. really twins la.. nvm we noe we have potential de. its juz out of luck. nxt year TPJC Song fest.. sha la! i get champion in rock band, u get champion in solo ok? hahax!! =)

also wanna congrats sheena and shermaine!! the twins sister!! woohoo! well done girls.. must get into top 24 ok? shermaine is the last sole survivor of TPJC. jia you!! sheena also! kelly is proud of u two. =)

n also Esther's fren Dean?? haha!

anyway 13 dec i'll still be heading down to j8 to have a look of the last audition. i hope all our frenz get into top 24 ba..

anyway still got singapore idol 2 next year. anyone wanna join??? HAHAHA. ask sly be my vocal training teacher suan le. i nid to brush up on my pitching..

i feel much better after bloggin.. at least i got thru 1st audition also la. hahax. at least the judges like my fast songs, n gave me chance to sing slow song. too bad nt well prepared.

Ok la.. better end le. very long entry. conclusion is THANK YOU EVERYBODY FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT AND ALL THE SWEET THINGS U GUYS DO LA. I luv u guys!! muuuuuuuaaaackkkkkzzzz!!

*but someone hurt me today by saying some mean stuffs. i'll not mention who she is here.. sbza n frenz shld noe who..*

is this what i call a FREN?! tsk tsk tsk.. really SI BEI ZEK AK. MORE ZEK AK DEN SBZA LOR!

disappointed with her. horrible.

ok anyway i luv those who TRUELY encourage n support me ok. I'll make a come back de. anyway i duno what will happen to the yahoo grp oso la.. hahaxx. lets hope first audition will feature us on tv la. at least get few mins of fame. LOLX. =p

i'm ok. really. =)

nat

3:49 AM

yo!~ i m here to add smth important that lornie forgotten to blog abt yesterdae!!~ hahahaz

ytd when she is havin depression in de studio, she sae smth that she regretted most. NOTE: SBZAIANS!~ if u all interested, can sms or call lornie to ask abt this. she wil b more than willing to tel u what she said. nt interested oso must ask le. coz reali is v funni de. u wil luaugh until ur lungs come out.

xiaoevon___~07
feel like seein niunai le

7:04 PM

*lOrnie starts typing away happily...* =) wahz i v long nv blog liaoz lehz...

lalalalala~! weeee!!! yest was such a haaaaaaaaaaaaappy day for me! *jumps up in joy* okz let's begin...

hmmz...suppose to meet xevon at 11am at mcs de...in the end all late, i was the 1st the arrive summore, sianz...-_-" den suddenly saw alotx of sch boiz cuming...den i "ohz! xiao yuan superstar!" den i faster start aiming cutex boiz...but all look quite not so shuai actually...=X those rrly cutex ones are younger den me...=(

well anyway, xevon n cher finally arrived...den we rot at taxi stand...den i started doing my law proj...which is lyk so fucking chim lahz! =X den suddenly ds boi wif his mother n sister i guez, alighted fr a taxi...aaaahhh!!! he's the mcs jonathan lookalyk! (only sbza noes hu is he lahz) yay! finally a shuai ge! lOlz...! but the moment he open his mouth n tok...i noe he wont get in to next audition le...-_-" piangz, even his voice oso sounds lyk jon lorz...donald duck.

okz...den he went up...den we continued rotting...den! lalala! my next shuai ge arrived!!! CHI DONG XI!!! (eat sth) hahahaZ...tt's not his name lahz! i dunno his name wad, only remb tt time at j8 he was eating curry puff, den i say i lyk him, den xevon shout so loud "na ge zai CHI DONG XI de!!!" hahahaZ...so now i call him "chi dong xi"...=P

wait ahz wait, mel finally arrived...den we rot tok play cock...play cock?! hahahaZ...no lahz, is play, cock...lOlz! okz lame -_-" den finally!!!

mr CHIA WEI CHOONG arrived!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hu say the reporting time is lunch time de huhZ? wad a LATE lunch...-_-" okz nvm...den i c him i soooooooooooo happy lahz! long time no c le! weeee! tt time only tok on phone...ds time finally saw him! =) heng we were the only ones at taxi stand...den can tok n take pix...still can walk up wif him to recep...^_^ so nice! omg den he v cutex lahz! he's owayss the one creating topics...but he v blur lehz, keep getting lost in his own topic...lOlz! aaahhh...ta hen cutex!!!

den at recep ask him can sign things mahz...he say cannot...=( coz lata if he sign mine den the rez wld start wanting him to sign...=X haiz sad...den nvm lorz, i nv sign...got take pix can le. den as usual, he was mobbed...-_-" den he went in...the moment he went in...me n mel thot of the same thing immediately "aiyohz we miss his smell..." lOlz!!! =P

den started q-ing for psc nitex lorz...saw jon n chi dong xi came out...sobx! they both didnt get in...=( haiz i muz aim new ppl liaoz...lOlz! nahz, i think i'm not chasing xyss...coz all same age lehz...v weird to lyk them =X all xiao didi xiao meimei...bahz! unlez got rrly cutex jc or ite boiz...=P

finally...psc started...kns de lehz! at recep...sooooo many ppl mob weichoong...den how cum inside the studio...i'm the ONLY fan cheering n shouting n screaming my lungs out for weichoong?! yes! i'm the ONLY FUCKING FAN for mr chia wei choong inside the whole damn god ass studio! except mel lahz, oso choong fan, but the wanna die down type...lOlz~ but u got scream for his oso v gd liaoz...hahaZ~ xevon!!! my family watch tv n oso say my voice damn loud lahz...lOlz, thru the tv...hahahaZ! coz the only one shouting "WEICHOONG!!!" den the rez shouting "WEIJIAN!!!" so v obvious is my voice...hahaZ!

this proves tt those hu mobbed weichoong at recep is those kind of "se mo dou yao" kind of fans...get wad i mean? means lyk zhi yao tt person is a star ritex...den they will mob liaoz...dun support him oso mob...only wanna take pic, so tt can upload into frenster n hao lian to ppl ritex?! kns! pui! think next time even when moses lim cum out they oso wanna mob lahz! scully they even vasantham central ppl oso wanna mob ahz! crazy! i wonder hu they rrly support manz...bahz!!!

psc, jian n choong sang tian kong...nice nice! only until lyk sing till half the song le, choong den finally saw my board n waved...yay! =) den when psc ended...choong waved bubye to me n said "hui jia du shu ahz..." (go home study) -_-" coz i think he still remb me telling him tt i was doing my law proj at the taxi stand...n to tt he replied "wow, law...sounds so...so...chim. =X" hahahaZ, cutex lahz him!

hmmz, den go recep wait for him...he came out change pass to go radio gate...den pazed him letter n face cleanser...lOlz! den he ask izzit i think he v dirty...of coz not lahz!!! scared u no time buy face cleanser wad! hahahaZ~! den i oso got thank him for waving to me inside the studio juz now...den he said "coz i c the boards all jian jian jian, den i finally found one choong...hahaZ~!" so sad can?! althou he said it jokingly, but he sure v dissapointed de lorz...make it look as if he no fans...=(

ohz yahz...got one thing v impt i 4got to say...yest me xevon n cher all got depression, da evon was the only one without depression...hahaZ! xevon got depression coz she nv do anything wif jian yest (dun blame choong! u muz blame the receptionist!!!) den cher depression coz nv saw junyang cum out. den i depression got 2 parts...part1 is coz jon n chi dong xi nv get in. part2 is coz got one fan (i dunno hu) gave choong ONG BIG STACK of postcards of sth...all so filled wif words lahz...n so colorful...whereas mine is those laz min write de letter...write on foolscap summore! haiz..he sure will read those postcards de lorz...na li hai hui guan wo de letter? cfm nv read jiu throw de...='(

den we went to cine to eat...n to find jian n choong oso lahz...eat burger king, coz the view can c outside n the escalators clearly...so i used my "husband's" powerful BIG eyes (only xevon cher n da evon noe wad i saying...lOlz) to hunt for jian choong...wuahahahaZ, xevon was so obsessed in finding them tt she find until her fries drop! lOlz! muz witness wad actually happened den funny...lyk tt read not funny de...hahahahaZ!

aiyahz but in the end we oso tired n lazy to find le...so jiu went hm lorz...anyway, decided wad to get for choong le...but muz noe when is the next event to c him den i can start on the prezzie...heheZ!

lOrnie heartx chOong 1314, 3344!!! (act cutex...bluekz! lOlz...)

LoRnIe`J
XXOO

4:59 PM

AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!

FEW MORE HOURS!!!

alot of butterflies in my tummy now.......

today is like a rollercoaster ride for me. lots of mixed feelings, i kept changing songs. haix.

from zui shu xi de mo sheng ren... change to ni de wei xiao... change to dao ma dan... change to the songs i wanna sing now. which i dun wanna reveal yet. hahaa

i hope the judges like me tml. oh pls....... guan yin ma bo bi me ok? i still wanna perform for my frenz on the 3rd audition at j8 de!!!!

bo bi meeee!!!!!!

nat

11:53 PM

hey everyone.. next time u guys see sinhuey.. no need to call me or wad anymore.. i dun wanna know anything abt her anymore.. i'm giving up..

so dun shout to her "liling loves u" anymore. thanx!

DEAD,
LiLing

1:37 AM

WOOHOO!!~ todae alot of tings too coincidence le.. hahaha. firstly, meet lornie n weilin at tanjong pagar 4 job interview. both of dem are late ( is v usual) but this time hoh.. smth is different, although weilin is late, but she is nt de latest!!~ hahaha.. lornie took over her. ok. den i saw joan. she ask me cum c star idol ah? den i v blur coz i duno wat she tokin abt, so i sae no, den she tel me nic is filmin smth, so we decided to c nic after all our interview, but we are nt fated to c him le. after our interview, he left le.. =( hahaha

secondly, we head to north bridge centre 4 our interview, after de interview, we decided to go national library, coz we nv go der b4.. while we are restin, weilin de fren appraoch her. den ask her cum wait 4 junyang ah? den we blur blur de. coz we dun even noe dat junyang is der, den we ask stil got who, den he fren sae got kelly n weilian, wah!~ again, we are given surprise information! hahaz ..

thirdly, after that, we went to orchard for interview again, after de interciew, me n weilin go eat, while lornie go meet nat n her fren. so left me n weilin, we went to burger king to eat. while we are enjoyin our meal, lornie called. wah!!~ dat time i super scare she sae she saw weijian lor. coz we are stil eatin. wah!~ in de end she nv sae jian. but she sae " NIUNAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" wah lau.. worst lor. me n weilin den grab our drink n fries den start running. in de end we can oni walk fast, coz orchard too crowded le.. hahaha.. after dat saw niunai, he stil v cute wif his bunny tooth. hahaz

n shiru, i v gd le. i got hlp u take niunai de photo le.. but hoh. oni half a face wif oni one pathetic eye. but is clear le.. cheer up. :)

after dat, i realise a different, if lornie sae " weijian!!~ " de most i wil faster finish my fries den faster go down coz i noe stil got chance to c him de. but now is " NIUNAI LOR!!!~" he oni stay in sg for 2 weeks. so there is a different in reaction.

fourthly, while we are walkin, we saw liling, edwina and joan. so we decided to wait for niunai at his hotel, halfway, we saw sumone de back view look like nic, so we make a closer view, in de end!!~ reali is nic, we dash across the road to look 4 him, but in de end did nth.

fifthly, after dat, we decided to go cine and buy drink, coz i v thirsty le. in de end went yoshi, coz der got space to sit, den we can continue to read the newspaper to find more jobs, in de end, so qiao!!~ we saw nic dey all inside. hahahaz..

sixthly, when me n weilin were tinkin y garett is nt der, den after awhile, she saw garett, wah!!~ xia si ren le!!~ she v shocked, garett oso v shocked. after dat we decided to buy smth 4 him

seventhly, when we are gg back to yoshi to meet liling dey all, we saw xinhui!!~ wah lau!!~ reali v qiao lor!!~ one dae c soooo mani idols. hahahaz after dat, when dey cumin out, we pass de tings to garett, he soooo nice lor. sae thank you le, den dater dat stil sae thank you lor. hahahaz. :)

eighthly, when me, weilin, liling and edwina decided to go hereen walk walk hoh, we saw candyce!!~ wah!!~ too coincidence until we all v shocked. den i called da evon, but she nv pick up de phone. haiz.

after dat, decided to go mdc to c leon, coz v sian la. spend 7 bucks der. b4 we reach, he is already der, but alot of ppl askin him to sign tings so we get der in tym. in de end took photo wif him. haiz. asked him smth. sooo sad. coz he sae is nt him. WAH LAU!!~ de person so bo liao lor. tis kind of ting oso wana play. is nt fun lor. tis kind of tings nt nice to play le. haiz.. in de end waited 4 my father to fetch me home. =)

wah!!~ now is 00.00, 26thnov le.. is sbza de gerene de bdae!!~

HAPPY 16TH BDAY!!~ finali u can watch NC 16 de show le.. hahaha

xiaoevon___`7
missin shuwei n jian.

11:40 PM

nat is here.. i;m supposed to blog campus superstar part 3 de. but the entry v long. i tml den complete la.. now blog other things first

i am damn HIGH now la! liling oso!!!!! wahahahahah!!!

thanks mr sly... hahahaha! i aint gonna be a clown on stage.. i'm gonna be a rocker. like wad u said. siao how to be a rocker when i'm singing a slow song. -.-"

lalalallalalalalala~~~~~~~ sii beiii high nowwwwwww.. hahahahahahaaaaaa

ok anyway.. campus superstar 2nd round audition in a freakin 2 days time. *screams*

cannot be scared. i must be confident. hahaha. too bad frenz cannot go in n c la. kns. or else my confidence sure v high. this morning i was feeling rather down. coz i tink my vocals sux suddenly. mad right.. hahaa. its liddat de la....

then i chatted with yutao (my twin brother from tpjc who got into nxt round too) and sang to him.. he gave me some constructive comments. which i tink are rrly useful...

then later at nite i chatted with both yutao and one of the twin sisters, sheena (she n her twinny shermaine got into 2nd round too). sheena's voice is good wor.. high high de.. n v cute. her pitching is perfect. but we are both complete diff style. she's those angela zhang/ xiao xiao/ bu de bu ai char bo style. i am those roaring but nt too roaring/RnB/rather powerful high voice type. ok si bei bhb. HAHAHA.

after hearing their comments i feel much confident n happier. =)) i'll work out on my yao zi ok? i ain't gonna disappoint all my frenz, my "fans", sbza blog fans, idg blog fans, chong qing, weijian, kelly.. out of pt le. HAHA. n SLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MYSELF!!!!!!

Be a clown or a rocker on stage. i choose to be the rocker. =)

nat

3:00 AM

WOOHOO!!~ lornie and weilin now eatin. we are out todae to find jobS!~ hahaz. now at coke red lounge, just now saw silver at cine eatin. but nv go approach her. tink she is here to film smth bah. anw. got a story to tel u all.. :)

story starts

A saes" ke yi pao zhao mah?"

b saes " bu ke yi! wo yao chi dao le! "

story end

mayb we wil get to c nuinai. wixh us gd luck bah.. :)

xiao evon___` no 7
missing shuwei n jian.

4:15 PM

yea ... NIU NAI !!!! i WAN TO SEE HIM !!! argh !!! shall let fate decide whether i can see him a not ... hahahaha ... he is in town now ... but i dunnoe whether i gt the luck to see him a not ... hope i can see him SOON !!! anyone out there ... dun forget to call me when u see him ... even if i am not able to pia down ... u all must help me ask him write things n take his indi. pix ar ... n last but not least !! tell him "SHIRU LOVE U !!" hahahahaha lame -.-"

alright sbza-ians ... DUN FORGET out date !! SBZA 5 MONTHS old !! all must be there ar ... celebrate at swensen ... but showing how sincere i am ... i took off on tt day le !!! yipee !!

okie end here ... buaiz !!!

11:51 AM

nuinai's in town..wonder if can get to see him..haix.

o-- xx -- ("v") -- xx --o

1st Dec - SBZA 5th Mth..
celebrating at CP's Swensens..hope everyone can go..!!

4:20 AM

hahaha.. i realise i forgot to help xevon blog something.

"wa lau, that guy should get in lor!! 2775."

haha, but anyway xevon com ok alrdy so can let her elaborate herself.. x)

tonite's my prom nite!! and i haven bought a SINGLE thing. =X nvm, lucky my mother gave me another $150 to spend, so i have $200 alrdy. muahaha.. gg out soon le.. ta ta!!

cheryl.
jy rocks, really.

11:17 AM

2plus..mel n liling told me leon gg back mcs at 5pm lidat..den i dun wanna go..in e end xevon called me aft her exam ask me go down..wah lao..i was alr gg to start watching my Green Forest liao lor..in e end 440 den leave hm n cabbed down frm kallang..

in e end oso wasted my 7bucks..coz he in e end abt 7pm den rch..n he kana mobbed by fans who were dere for SI.. in e end me xiaoevon n cheryl got nth..aiyah forget it la.. nxt tym oso dun wan go back dere wait liao la..waste tym oni..unless got recording or wat.. rather stay at home watch my fave shows..lol.

E Nan Zai Ji Dian finishing by dis week liao..so fast..dunno nxt wk got wat new show to watch lei..longyan n elva finally tgt liao..but elva gg overseas to study..sadx..

got new show to follow liao..starting 26nov..Zhong Ji Yi Ban y i wanna follow..?? coz got Wang Dong Cheng!! haha..who is he?? he is 2nd guy..haha
.

go slp liao..630am le..juz watch finish E Nan Zai Ji Dian de repeat..

xiaoevon..copy me ar.."i did nt sae who i m referin to. so dun ASSUME." lol.

love.
o1_liNx-
hearts JiangZhiShu.

6:29 AM

it has been a long time since i blog MYSELF! hahaz.. 2dae onilne until v late. coz alot of tings to catch up wif u guys... :)

wah.. now i realise hoh.. listen n witness is totally different lor. reali is ____ . cry is the best way to win. reali. explain is the worst ting to do on earth. coz it does nt make a different if u explain or nt. so i tink sbza have learn to kip tings to ourself no matter wat.

anw. sum ppl in on the same boat as us.. hahahahaz. so stil ok la.

both of them r so different. reali. soooo different. ok.

wat we tink is nt impt anymore. u can choose to do anyting u wan. we wun mind or care anymore. coz we r use to it. i did nt sae who i m referin to. so dun ASSUME.

xiao evon. ___ sbza` no7
Heartx shuwei ; jian

4:51 AM

haha. aft Tong Xin Yuan. got e 60sec ent. news. den got intv tricia..MC..den when intv-ing Leon...behind got Sofia Mel Shiru.haha. Sofia actuallie back face den when turn back saw e cam den she chua tio. LOL.

8:09 PM

yay!! people !!! CONGRATS NATALIE GOH !!! lolx ..

her yahoo grp http://asia.groups.yahoo.com/group/Natz_Fanatic/ --> qing duo duo zhi chi ...

still under construction ... we'll update soon !! YIWEN !!!! never help me update ... lolx !!!

yea nat ... i think u will be able to go fer the audition 2 de ... is the time management prob. but will be kinda rush tt day !! so good luck ... u have to spend a bit on cab le ... but after all will be worth it ... i think now right ... best is u call n ask the person in-charge ... (do u have the IC no. ??) ... n as u said urself ... audition 2 will be much more difficult ... so must buck up !! jia you !!! SBZA ting ni !! gambatteh ... gt prob ... no worries ... share with ur bao mu n jing ji ren ... they r responsible to solve ur prob. right sheryl ?? right lornie ?? lolx >.<"

alright ... i now in sch la ... nothing to do ... so come here n blog ... so long den congrats u here ... pai seh ar ... aiyah ... u jia you jiu dui le la ... nothing in impossible !!! try ur best !!!

*shIkuRa*
[[http://asia.groups.yahoo.com/group/Natz_Fanatic/]]

1:29 PM

woah. its 7am in e morn. gonna slp le. n when i wake up i hope i hav e tym to watch my shows. if not hav till wait till aft ylbfb repeat den watch le.

i edited e layout. now got e left-right scroll bar for e entry part.

MADE SPECIALLY JUZ FOR NAT!!!
coz she is e one who always spoil e layout. y din tink of editing earlier sia. haha.

see i so good rite. LOL. n btw nat..dun forget ur 1st fan hor. she deserves e best k. dun bias ar..

love.
o1_liNx-
hearts zhishu

*if u are tinking who's zhishu..he is yuanchang's name in e show la. heh.*

7:00 AM

Ok... nat is back le! I promise I'll blog about part 2 rite.. hahax!! here it comes~~~!!

Early morning 6 plus i woke up n prepared to go to j8 for campus superstar. In the end I reached at j8 at 9 plus. All thanks to my fren, Shann, who was late for ONE HOUR. luckily jon was queuing for me at 7.10am. thx alot boy!!! appreciate that alot! =))

tadaaa!! the seal family! shanny mummy, nat baby n jon daddy~! wheeee! i luv u guys! =)

ok... so i continue q-ing with daphny n her frenz.. sheryl was the first to find me in the queue wor! so she was given a post in NFC. HAHA. the jing ji ren! wah! i noe u're v happy. =)

GOT caught in the act in queuing up for campus superstar! see the application form on my hand?? HAHA!

Finally................

I GOT MY NUMBER!! YAY!! 2027!!! huat arhx!!! =p

Oh well.. then we continue waiting.. after abt 1 hr plus..campus superstar ZHEN SHI KAI SHI!!! I still remember the first contestant bears the name of Lin Jun Jie. and he sang ZHOU JIE LUn's fa ru xue....

Waited for 26 contestants..... sugi was very shocked to see me sitting down there with a no. sticker on my uniform. LOL. we communicated without any sound. I was shocked when Sin huey actually smiled to me. u noe.. is those smile n smile not those smile n not smile de smile. Wenting n liling.. did u g uys tell sin huey tt i'm joining or wad?! lol..

finally it was my turn. The moment I stepped onto the platform, all my frenz/supporters were shouting like crazy already. "NAT!!! NAT!! AHHHH!! NAT!!!" I was indeed relieved when i heard them screaming. All my nerves were gone.. I felt light. Hahax.. I prounced towards the center of the stage, fixing my eyes on the 3 judges. Ok. In fact I only looked at Jeff and Chong qing. Jeff wang was shocked when he see me on stage! LOL! n I was SHOCKED when he could actually recognise me. =x chong qing. no nid to say la. hahaha.

I started introducing myself.. and i was so overwhelmed by the crowd's high energy that I forgot to mention which sch i am from. =x sorry tpjc. LOL. Chong qing was so notti.. he screamed my name too! LOL! I still recalled when I said I wanna sing Coco Lee's wo yi ran shi ni de qing ren, Jeff wang nodded his head with a wide grin, with that OMG I LUV THIS SONG look. LOL. Without much hesitation I decided to start singing.

"Wo yi ran shi ni de qing ren~~~ wo yi ran ai ni zui sheng~~"

*ting tong ting tong*

I was rather shocked to see that green bell shining so fast lahx. So I decided to continue singing... LOL. Everyone was going bonkers when they saw the green light flashing. Cheers were hovering the whole of J8 open plaza. But i still continued singing. LOLX. COZ I WANNA SING THAT ROARING PART!!! but no one seems to be listening.. LOL!! they were too exhilarated! wheee!

In the end Jeff had to stand up n scream. OKOK NI YI JIN JING LE!!!!

DEn i HAHA! Wo yao chang wan ma... LOLX. anyway. XIE XIE!!!!! YAY!!!

den i hopped my way out.. LOLX!!

I made my way to the interview area... where sugi will interview me. It was rather scary to see the camera so big in front of me. omg. LOLX. he asked me a few qns.. in which i shan't mention here. u guys shall watch campus superstar (provided that they're gonna put my interview there. HAHA)

Then he asked whether the camera can go n shoot my "fans"? Then i say HAHA OF CUZ!! *evil grin.. wanna sabo everyone!*

We ran towards to them n i was greeted by their cheers! It was definitely a heart warming scene. awwww... i received huggies from alot of ppl. =)) so sweet!! seriously i'm smiling and blogging now. =))

Sugi decided to choose someone from my "fans" for interview.. i picked shiru coz she is my president.. in the end shiru sabo LORNIE. so i decided on lORNIE. LOL!!! MY BAO MU!!

After that we shot a cheering for nat thing. I felt awkward standing in the center seriously . I did not noe what action to make. can't possibly ask me to sc ream with them. I waas juz grinning happily away. LOL. =D

Then I was called to receive more i nformations about my 2nd audition.. meanwhile I weekly interviewed me and asked me lots of stuffs... i shan't disclose here too coz wait for I WEEKLY! (PRovided that they'll put me on it) i heard alot of reporters shot the boards that "fans" were holding. HAHAHA.

THERE!! MY BOARDS!! Hhahaa!! they are actually reused ones from my mao jiao yan chang hui! =) anyway.. must thank my tpjc-ians for making them. so sweet! muAckZ~! =)

After everything.. I continue hugging all my frenz.. then there was this lady who suddenly approached me. Guess what... She asked for my autograph. =x I did not noe wat to react sia. my handwriting was so ugly. ok fine. MY HANDWRITING IS UGLY. LOL. den she asked for foto wif her. wah so touched. my first fan ar. hahaha.

this is totally crazy. its like. 10 min of superstar-ness. LOL. but its great!! soooooo... those who luv singing n performing. join dis type of thing ok! so fun! for those who failed this time.. dun give up.. try again! if u haf determination.. ur dream will come true. =)

but 2nd audition is gonna be tough. my new slogan.. I'll win myself first before winning others. =) dun think about other competitors.. try my very best.. try to wow the judge. its a once in a lifetime chance. i'm gonna give my very best. =) coz i wanna be the next clay/sly/kelly. HAHA XIANG TAI DUO. wadeva la

anyway pls wait for part 3, where i'll be talkin abt the qing gong yan . HAHA. n the mc n rumoured gfs story. HAHAHA

cyaaa

luv,
nAt

3:33 AM

yeah!! congrats!!

nat.. dun trouble liao.. can ask us de.. i'm sure all of us will be very willing to help u think for a solution de.. dun worry! must do SBZA proud ah!!

anyway, its Garett not Garette.. =X

lOvE,

-Li LinG-

2:26 PM

nat. weee. you got in. weee. LOL. tat is sumthing tat we shud celebrate yea. haas. LOL. must make SBZA proud arhhs. ms NATALIE. =D

MELissa -

12:54 PM

Campus superstar audition1
part 1

woooooooooooo hoooooooooooooooooo~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!

Audition 1 is over~!!!!! n i got IN!!! hahaha!!

Tml i shall blog more about the whole thing. i' m very tired now........

but i gotta thank all my frenz for coming down today n support me. u guys really rock!! yay! =)

First must special thanks to Jon (my tpjc fren) for q-ing up for me at 7.10am. thanks ar!! =))

Next must thank shann n liane oso.. (tpjc)

Then SBZA!!!! (Shiru, Lornie, Melissa, Liling, Da Evon, Xiao evon, Cherissa n Weilin who missed my performance, Cheryl)

Then steffie and steph~!!

Then superfans who are..............

Yiwen, Esther, Sheryl, Edwina, 2 Eileens, Deon, Wenting, JO, Caifen, Ruiling, Kejing, Joelle...

I've got feeling i missed out some ppl... or no more?

n the late comers who didn't catch my performances.. oso thanks for making an effort to come down~!

purpishh (audrey, chaiqin, chaiyen)

MC WHO IS EXTREMELY LATE

SHARON WHO IS EVEN LATER. LOL

thx for screaming n yelling n shouting juz now ok?! thx for those who gimme encourages n oso ur well wishes. hahax! =))

most imptly must thank..... CHONG QING n Jeff wang.. hahahaha!!!

Also must thank sly, weijian, kelly, sugi, sin huey, leon and garette!! where's choong?? LOL

aiya machiam i get hong xing da jiang. -.-"

i enjoy myself alot today. yay! shall elaborate more later on la.. i go slp. damn tired. bye

but i'm damn troubled over 2nd audition now. ALOT OF PROBLEMS. haix. worse come to worse i mite not even go for the 2nd audition..........

=(

u guys will start killing me. haha

natz

2:48 AM

wad the hell. nv do anything also kena said.

weilin says: got de zui you arh?! thats all. yes. no more! no. no no no no no. k.
(talking to her on the phone now, and just typing wad she said. haha)

TODAY IS THE END OF MY EXAMS!! WAAAHOOOOHHHH!!! WEEEEE!!

FREEDOM!!

wahahahaha. after my chem paper went out to meet some of sbza.. went to marina sqaure, ate at cavana.. black pepper beef hotplate.. YUMMY.. =P after that walked around.. help nat prepare for her auditions.

OH YAR. at giant when buying drinks n q-ing at the cashier.. linx tell cheri, 'i think the other q is shorter.. cos got trolleys in between..' then both of them discussing.. and the 2 k-po guys in front. eavesdrop their conversation n walk to the other shorter q.. MUAHHAHAHA. loser. we say wad u really believe meh. who ask u tou ting our conversation.. hahahahaha give up ur q to us.. in the end we pay first. LOSER. =P feel like mr bean. x)

cheryl.

2:25 AM

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

Its in a few hrs time.... I'm gonna step onto the stage of Junction 8 Open plaza (as if i nv step before.. for autograph sessions. LOLX) -.-

I'M GONNA SING ON TO THE WHOLE SINGAPORE. ok not so kua zhang... i'm gonna sing to whole j8 tml. yay!!

I'm supposed to be excited. not nervous. NO I CANNOT GET NERVOUS. aiya. sing only wad. not as if ask me to dance. LOLX. ask me dance i sure OUT. LOLX.

Alot of butterflies flying in my tummy now. fly ar fly~~~~ si bei high ar~~

siao..... okok the day i've been anticipating is coming le. yay! its today la! hahaha

COZ I'M GONNA SEE WEIJIAN KELLY N SLY. LOLX

no la coz i'm gonna sing to all my frenz (who are my nicest, bestest supporters as well), my fans ( ok i dun haf fans yet. bhb. HAHAHHAAHA), MY idols (weijian n kelly), my lover (chong qing. HAHAHAHAHA), n to the national TV!!!!!!

I MUST GET IN OK? I must make my frenz proud of me. haha!! n i wanna bring the good news to sly too. judges.. pls let me in. hahahahaha~!!

those who are going! cya in a few hrs time~! wheeeeee!! lets get high together~~!! woohooo~! =D

love,
nAt

12:32 AM

I WANT THE
YUANCHANG
XIE ZHEN CALENDER!!!

LOL.

love.
o1_liNx-
YUANCHANG.

11:32 PM

wahahaha.. 2dae i saw damn lots of pple loh.. hahaa! at swiss hotel most high is i tok to sinhuey.. i soooo long nv see her liao!! but only she wave to me then i say "sinhueyy.. i very long nv see u liao..." then she "yah loh.. very long liao" then no more le.. haha!

was like idiots waiting at swiss hotel.. cant see also.. except when they go toilet.. quite heng was 1st time nic came out.. only me, edwina, yanshan and joan there.. lol~ 2nd time they help me shout.. thanx everyone!~

at mdc even better! went to RG to wait for sly.. coz may told me wad time he coming out ah.. then saw him standing inside so went 4ward.. call him and he came out.. then we walked to recept.. coz he wanna press $$.. on the way tricia testing him names.. haha~ sly sooo cute la! his cap sooo nice! after being mobbed for quite some time.. walked down with him to taxi stand.. he hor.. aiyooo..! okie la.. she chio~ LOL

i still love sly.. haha~

lOvE,

-Li LinG-

3:07 AM

TWO MORE DAYS!! wheee!!

haiyo. y blog so dead..... coz o levels wad. i bet end of o levels they're gonna start yelling in the blog. HAHAHAHA.

i'm so damn happy now. I was so damn high juz now. mUst thank liling for passing fone to the ppl i luv juz now. except the deejay. LOLX!!!

no la.. but that conversation wif that deejay makes me so sure tt he's gonna be the judge. hahhahahaaaHAHAHAHAHAA

kelly kelly.. oso v happy to hear her wishes for me for campus superstar. too bad she rushing lor. or else can talk longer.. nvm laa YOU JI HUI DE. =x

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Happiest one was the conversation with mr Sylvester Sim xiang long. omg i really miss him so much. When i talked to him on the fone juz now, i could feel the qing qie gan again. hahahaa. yay~~!! the conversation was rather funny... that i wanna blog it down... LOLX

sly: " HAlo!"

nat: " Hello..."

sly: " *in hokkien* eh.. wo tia bia nang gong li ai ki cam gia chio gua bi sai wor!"
{translation in eng: i HEARD people say that you're taking part in campus supersptar wor!)

nat: " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
*BURST OUT IN LUFFTER*

nat: " li si di diang?? li si sly ar?!"

sly: " harnah.. arbo wo si di diang?"

*Front this part on wards all in chinese*
nat: " HAHHAAHA. yea yea yea.. i taking part in campus superstar. hahahahaha!"

sly: " hahaha.. good good!! must jia you leh!! you singing what song??"

nat: " ehhh... li wen de ********* (Dun tell u all now first. hahaha)"

sly: " har?! li wen?! ohhh I noe!!! u singing this song rite... ni wen.. wo ai.. ni you duo sheng.. wo ai ni you ji fen??"

nat pengz.. :"LAME LA!!!! NOT LAH!! COCO LEE WEN LA!! LOLX!"

Sly: " dun bluff la.. i noe u singing tt song la... ni wen.. wo ai.. ni you duo sheng.. wo ai ni you ji fen........"

nat rolled her eyes.. :" bleahhhhh..."

liling extra chap in.. "SLY! nat wanted to sing the song she compose for u de leh!!"

sly quite ji dong.. :" eh! den why u dun wanna sing le?!!!"

nat: " aiya. not bao fa li enuff la.."

sly: " eh. song u compose de leh.. who ask u dun wan make it bao fa li?"

nat: " kanasai la. coz liddat la. lolxx. nxt time la..... i get in le den sing okok?"

sly: " hahaha okok! good good!!!"

nat: " yea yea i going ur event on sat.. i hope to bring u good news okiee?"

sly: " yes yes.. i hope so!! jia you okok!! good luckk!!!!!!"

nat: " yessssssss i willlllll... cya on saturdayyyyyyyyy bye byee!!"

sly: " hahaa okok byeeeeee take caeree"

*fone disconnect le..*

nat screams. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

LOL

i luv sly as eva. =)

i promised sly i gonna write him some more songs last time. but i haven finish it. LOLX. kns. si liling.. u take pics wif him so many times le. i haven't arh!!! mi n shiru n lornie going mad le. LOL

lalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

love,
nAtZ

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p.s wahahhaha tts an ancient foto.. but i still luv dis foto most lehx. =p

12:38 AM

its l ike...... 3 MORE DAYS TO AUDITION ONLY!!!

HEn kuai hor?! v fast it will be saturday le. yay!!!

coz i'm gonna see all my darlings on the same day! Weijian! kelly!! sly!!! wahahaahah!! too bad no choong.

n i'm gonna see myself onstage wif them. er not sly la. belting out my audition song... which i've already picked. yayy!! its gonna be...... i dun tell u, u go dere n see it urself. LOLX.

sth pleasant to the ears jiu shi le la!

thx shiru, esther, yiwen, liling, melissa and cherissa for being my listening ears these past 2 days. now i'm very sure that i'm gonna sing tt song. hahaha. but. i still hafta pick the song for 2nd audition.. for the form. sian............................

its gonna be an elva song la. =)

lalalalala~~~ can't wait for sat!! guan yin ma pls bo bi me n lemme get thru. hahahax.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~!!!!!!!

see.. even master leon oso bo bi me!

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yay!! xiao yuan superstar! wo lai le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12:00 AM

yOoZz!! all sbza.. take note.. sat sly is having event.. at 4pm.. may is giving me tics.. so those wan want tics pls let me know.. some already told me liao so no need to tell me again.. the rest pls let me know latest tml nite.. thanx! coz i need to tell may how many tics we need..

lOvE,

-Li LinG-

11:46 PM

haix. i juz went to retrieve the application form for campus superstar. the rules and regulations can make me go crazy. its so stressful.

n my parents dun allow me to join. =x i argued with them yesterday. haix. wadeva i will still go for auditions.

BUT NEED PARENTS SIGNATURE. or guardian. lornie...... hhahahahahahaa

siao. mite as well i sign myself. LOLX. oh no. later ppl see le disqualify me. choy. i will let them sign de la...

now another problem. wad time to go down. earli go down sian. later no voice. haix.

n have to choose 2 songs to fill up the form. argh..

but HENGAR. whole holidays. only 2 auditions. so i still can study. heng. like as if i've entered 2nd audition. wahahha.a get in le den say.

CHOOSE SONG LE DEN SAY LA. pui

=x
natz

11:14 PM

bOo !!!!! sooo boring ... so come here n blog lo ... recently this like so dead like tt !!! argh !!! weilinx ... i read ur entry ... i also wan XIAO ZHONG n XIAO TIAN !!!!! but i love XIAO TIAN more ... hahahahaa ... will xiao tian come to singapore ?? i wan go see him leh ...

n now ... i damn look forward to XIAO ZHU come!!! lolx !! dun tell me tt albert fc president xiao zhu ar ... the xiao zhu i wan is the show luo zhi xiang tt xiao zhu !! lolx !!!

erm ... when is xiao zhu coming !!! i wan see him !!! i wan go his auto session !!!

there is one person i gonna miz fer the rest of my life coz i wun be able get to see him anymore !! maybe there will be chance ... but not in this few years down the road ... tt person i think everyone will noe ... tt person is once from a grp ... he dance super duber well !!! think i say till dance ... everyone noe le bah ... tt is ... NIU NAI !!!! YE YI HUA !!!! or YE NAI WEN !!!! he got too many names le la ... but i everytime call him NIU NIU !! lolx !!

hao la ... i now in sch lo ... nothing to do den come blog de ... since everyone is complaining tt this blog is very dead ... so i shall come entertain a bit ... lolx !! ]

okie i shall end here ... i dun wan blog le ... hand tired !!! next time den come n blog ... sayonara !! buaiz !! tk care everyone !!!!

*sHikUra*

11:58 AM

watched Golden Horse Award.

JAY WON NEWCOMER!!! english translate shld be lidat la.

Takeshi Kaneshiro HEN SHUAI!!!
Lan Zhen Long oso SHUAI!!!
Jay oso SHUAI!!!
Chen Bo Ling oso SHUAI!!!

got Fann Wong n Christopher Lee oso sia.

how come nv show Jing Zhong Jiang???!!!
got YuanChang n XiaoMei lor.

SENTOSA?? when x.evon called me i got no feelings. haha. was watching Happy Sunday. haha. she ask me dun feel lyk wasted meh. i sae ok la. nt reallie..at home can watch tv ma. LOL.

love.
#o1_liNx-
o1 hearts YUANCHANG.
o1 hearts xiaoTIAN.
leonSUGIE

2:45 AM

i noe wadd happen lerhhs. wadeber larhh. sian of this kind of things lerhhs. no much feeling liao larhhs. arbo we go bao toh. wan..? LOL. hahas. tat day cheryl called me. i got no feelings. LOL.

cheryl : HELLO.. melissa ahh. omg. we saw choong and jian at fareast leii.
melissa : oh..
----SILENCE----
cheryl : why you no feeling one.. you like very calm leii.
melissa : huh. i duno leii.

HAHAs. is tat me.. if it is in the past i wuld be shouting and wan to chiong down to fareast liaos. lol. ms natalie goh. pls take good care of your vocals. arbo sat how. hahas. =D

MELissa -

11:39 PM

HAIZ! i noe the thing le...=X they finally told me coz they cldnt wait till friday either...

HAIZ! only 1 conclusion to b made...

HAIZ! cry = the bez ultimate weapon (damn useful...the effect can laz a lifetime)

end of story. ciao. i luv choong. =)

LoRnIe`J
XXOO

7:17 PM

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